.Sunday, May 18, 2008 ; 7:35 PM -
Each day is special.
Am i really starting to give up hope on guys already?
I don't seems much interest when i see handsome guys.
Or can i say, i didn't bother about looking at guys anymore?
If i go with her, i somehow have full of confidence that we'll last quite some time.
But when i think of me going with some guys, I'm so lacking of confidence with them.
Am i thinking too much?
If i go with her, after we broke up.
Can i still turn back of being straight?
I don't want to do things that i am going to regret.
I don't want end up crying in one corner looking depress.
Sometimes, her face will pop in my mind.
Thinking how she smiles.
Flash back few days ago about she taking my bag.
Her looks was so happy.
They encourage her to cut how her hair looks like when she's younger.
In my heart. I discourage her doing that.
It doesn't fits her at all.
I'm stressing myself up.
I'm picking back up my bad habits.
Doing things that is not necessary.
I love her? or just a friend ? -y.r
