.Friday, May 9, 2008 ; 9:02 PM -
Each day is special.
Three training in a week.
Does that sound a lot for you?
Two days on balls, One day in gym.
Guess coach really want to push us up.
But, i don't have that much confident if i can do it or not.
Competition coming in TWO MONTHS TIME!
No idea who play which position.
Or either who will be the main or the bench warmer.
Just have to do our best i guess.
Been home late this few times.
Mother complain and now telling me that she's going to see my teacher this week.
She doesn't even understand what am i doing in school.
I admit. I can go home after school. But i don't want too.
I don't talk to my parents at home. I can't use phone much.
But i really need to talk to someone when i am having trouble.
Who will be there?
I don't speak out what i wanted to say each time.
Each time i counter back, I'll get more.
Then more misunderstanding happens.
And things might get worst each time.
When will they fully trust me that i won't do silly stuff.
I know my limits. I'll be home before 10. That's for sure.
But somehow, because of my sisters, I'm unable to get things this way.
Things isn't easy to handle now. At times, just feel like crying.
But i just have to hold on in my heart i guess.. :)
