.Wednesday, June 4, 2008 ; 11:41 PM -
Each day is special.
I've been abit down this few days.
Money problem i guess.
Now i'm paying double for it. Damn sad.
At the same time,
I've been thinking if i got a crush on Someone.
Also at the same time, I think we're just friends.
Someone who got someone loved and love someone.
Guess i'm taking a step back, Just in case.
Also at the same time,
Wondering if i should go with someone or not.
The last time i got into relationship was last year Christmas.
Its been around 6 months now.
Doesn't seems to have the feeling to have one.
I'm losing hope in a relationship.
Even if i fall in love,
I doubt that i'll go with that person.
I rather being in love getting hurt.
Rather then getting hurt in a Relationship.
Makes no sense?
I'm confuse myself also...
Contradicting myself in my own thinking. Silly thinking.
