I see that my blog have been super slow to publish what i've post.
Maybe i shall change my whole blog.
People around starts to KNOW my blog when i DON'T.
But to think again. I don't care much.

The main thing is my blog is being slow!
It'll take one DAY to publish out.
So. yeah.. MIGHT change my blog AGAIN.

I'm sorry to get you upset.
I won't do it again.

Wasn't being a very good girl after school reopen.
Only people around me knows. =D

Went to STEFF house.
Didn't had anything to do.
He start asking one question which made shin 'glow'.
He asked if we want to eat kit-kat or some chocolates.
Of course we would say alright.
HELLO! its chocolates! *smiles*

Let me ask, If someone asked if you want chocolates or not.
You'll think of a small box or small piece kind right?
Steff just came in with this BOX of kit-kat.
I bold the BOX. Those kind you go 7-11,
A box that all the chocolates put bar by bar.
HE BROUGHT IT IN THE BOX!
Which i shall say. IT ISN'T OPEN BEFORE!

Of course we were eating happily.
Then he start asking me and shin whether we would want CHOCOLATE CAKE.
So we just asked for a piece.
After awhile his mother came in with a PLATE of buns and curry puff.
SOON after his dad came back.
Another CHOCOLATE WAFFLE BISCUITS.

See how many things we can eat at stef house.?
CHOCOLATE?!

Don't want to forget to BLOG this.
BEST PART EVER.
I went to the toilet for a moment and go back to his room.
There is this particular photo stand on top of the monitor screen.
Wonder what is it?
TA-DA!

Isn't he CUTE?!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!.
Bet he'll come complain and get his face red!
He want me to compliment him.
So i shall write some compliment stuff.
His house its nice.
His a nice guy.
With lots of CHOCOLATES to eat .
A guy that can attract PRETTY girls. =D
Hey stef! I'm serious. She is kinda pretty.
Don't be choosy! =p
End of the blog about YOU. =p

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Ever wonder why would MOST girls likes to go out shopping?
Likes to put on make up and go out?
When i feel so irritated even if one pound of powder on my face.!
Going shopping, looking for clothes.
Is it really that fun?
Its really tiring for me.
I'M SERIOUS!
Okay. I do shoppings and time.
Its when i think i need some nice plain clothings.
But its like. ONCE in a while.

Seeing me with make ups.
You'll just have to wait for long then.
Asking me to wear heels out with friends.
That is a NO WAY!.
But i do envy at some girls of how they wear.
Its pretty nice.
Just that i don't really suit to be like them. =D
Clothings that i have.
Mainly its all the same. Or i do some changes to it.
Seeing me go shopping.. Its a weird for me.
BUT if you ask me out to play. I might not be tiring for me. HAHAH.

Things might get dead there is you don't do anything.
Misunderstanding may occur.
Just stay how it is.
Its the best for everything now.

Buddy has been always been there for me.
Every single time. When i got into trouble, Or broke down.
He is always been there.
Listening to all the shitty things.
And end up he tried to cheer me up in some silly ways.

But at the same time, I hurt him deeply each time when things happen.
I wasn't aware because of my selfish thoughts.

Few years ago. I was with him.
Happily attached. Because of luke.
He sacrifice his love. When it really hurts him deep.
He must be feeling so much pain listening me being with or break with a guy.
He always wonder why he couldn't get a second chance like any other i gave.
He always remember what happen between me and him few years back.
What we did together. Even thought its only 3 weeks.
He remember every single things two years ago when we're together only 3 weeks.
This proves that how much he had loved me.

But now, I believe he has fallen in love with a girl.
And i believe the girl would love him too.
Please let her love, cover his pain for two years.
Don't ever let him feel the pain he got from two years ago happen again.

We always missed our chance of saying how we feel.
Now you won't feel this way because you're in love with another girl.
Now we're in love with someone. Please let us continue being buddy-for-life.
I don't wish our buddy-ship to be gone for the whole two years.

Went to watch movie with dearest.
The dark knight.
The movie was kinda nice.
Joker actor was awesome!
But too bad his dead now.
' You played well. RIP '

The movie last 2 hour plus.
Kinda long movie.
But its worth to watch it.

STEPH IS A BAD GUY!
STOP DISTURBING ME!. =D
Even though you might be a cute and nice guy.
Doesn't mean you can bully me! =p
Or else i'll say out things that i shouldn't say. =D

Worth to be trusted.
Once betrayed. Its hard to be trust again. <3

I'm sick.
FLU!
Darn. Sick like hell.
Shin accompany me to see doctor today.
Dearest come after that.
Sneezing non stop.
Tissue used finish.
All over the table i can say.

Still feeling abit sick now.
But hoping to get better tonight.

Your loves keep me warm.

Its abit weird for me to say this.
Oh well. I bet he'll be happy to see this.
I MISS MY SILLY BOYFRIEND. =D

Got pull to his house yesterday.
Due to his parents want to look at me.
Never have this kind of things happen to me before.
I was so embarrassed!

Dearest, thank you for your love. =)

At times, Things we don't know. Its because we didn't tell.
But when we knows, we tend to avoid, face it or make use of it.

Sometimes we don't need to know every single things about people feeling.
It'll end up hurting someone, Or made someone happy.

Which part is it that is good or bad?
Its surprise to know things about someone.
Something that you never knew it could happen.

Just have to treasure things around you,
Before its gone with one blink.

love. what is it meant for us about?

Fuck fuck fuck.
All i can say is FUCK!
I'm too angry to say anything.
I'm too angry that all i can do is cry.

FUCK.

When to get new phone . N 81
Didn't plan to get that in the first place.
The rest of the phone is either ex or not my type.
I'll have to take real good care of the phone.

Dearest keep asking me to get the same phone as him.
N95! You must be crazy. Its so ex.
More shocking, HE IS PLANNING TO CHANGE IT!
Crazy enough huh? When everyone trying to get that phone.
And his planning to change it to some other phones.

Went to Joseph's house and play.
Took some photos. Quite enjoy.
But something happen after when i'm going home.
He hug me from behind.!
I freaking nearly slap him.
He didn't know how to use his brain and think. GOSH!

Dearest don't really blame me.
But i do care! I don't like this!
TOTALLY NOT AT ALL!.
Making me creep up and everything.
*BANG WALLS!*

I get crazy when i talk about it. ARH!!
DARN HIM! ARH! EEE!!!

WHINY WHINY WHINY.

Reflection-Christina Aguilera (Mulan)



Originally this song sang by Christina.
But i prefer Mulan Version.
Oh well. This song sure have a meaning behind it.

Sometime i think there a times i won't hold back more then i move forward.
I keep protect myself so much. That i didn't know if i would hurt anyone.
There will always be some hesitation of speaking out what we always want.
There will always be a white lie. Just to hide some stuff.
Sometime, hearing the truth hurt and the more you don't wish to know anything.
Sometime you'll just wish you cover your ear and not hear anything.
Take it as nothing happen and hope to run far away from it.

Sometime i just hide my emotion too hard.
Looks can be deceiving moreover, don't judge a book by cover.
I always feel like crying when i hug someone.
I feel so safe. But at the same time, I'll be afraid it'll disappear in a blink.

Buddy is always worried for me,
Afraid i might fall for the wrong guy again.
Worried i'll be hurt again.
But he was always there for me. Cheering me up.
BEST BUDDY EVER!

Kellie, 16.
6^th December.

For me to smile to. For Someone to smile for me.

PU0801B
April Jane
Jason. BUDDY.
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