.Sunday, July 20, 2008 ; 12:10 PM -
Each day is special.
Buddy has been always been there for me.
Every single time. When i got into trouble, Or broke down.
He is always been there.
Listening to all the shitty things.
And end up he tried to cheer me up in some silly ways.
But at the same time, I hurt him deeply each time when things happen.
I wasn't aware because of my selfish thoughts.
Few years ago. I was with him.
Happily attached. Because of luke.
He sacrifice his love. When it really hurts him deep.
He must be feeling so much pain listening me being with or break with a guy.
He always wonder why he couldn't get a second chance like any other i gave.
He always remember what happen between me and him few years back.
What we did together. Even thought its only 3 weeks.
He remember every single things two years ago when we're together only 3 weeks.
This proves that how much he had loved me.
But now, I believe he has fallen in love with a girl.
And i believe the girl would love him too.
Please let her love, cover his pain for two years.
Don't ever let him feel the pain he got from two years ago happen again.
We always missed our chance of saying how we feel.
Now you won't feel this way because you're in love with another girl.
Now we're in love with someone. Please let us continue being buddy-for-life.
I don't wish our buddy-ship to be gone for the whole two years.
